I was right. I knew you’d slowly stop talking as much. I knew nothing would be fixed. I hate myself more and more and the fact that I let you in again hurts so much. And it hurts even worse knowing that you can walk in and out of my life as often as you please and I will ALWAYS take you back. Always. I love you more than anything in the world and I’ve never needed anything as much as I need you. And you don’t need me at all. You never will.
Why do you even bother to message me then? I don’t get why.
LOL. You really believe that?